Cleansing Me: Mind, Body & Soul
It only made sense that my first post be titled this, because that’s what this site is all about. This is extremely scary for me to do, but it’s something that I MUST DO! We all want to put our best foot forward, show our strengths and hide our weaknesses. It’s just human nature! Nobody wants to broadcast their faults because that would just be plain stupid.
Plain and simple, there are somethings about my life that I’m not happy with and I’m just trying to change the ones that I can and learn to live with the ones that I can’t. I know it’s not going to happen over night, because that would be too easy and we all know that life is not easy.
So, this is how I plan on beginning my journey to a better me, a toxic free me, a cleaner me, a happy me: I plan on using this summer to detoxify as much of my life as possible. Kind of like a spring cleaning for my insides. I am one of the many, many obese individuals that exists out there. Looking back on it now, I know exactly when and why I started gaining weight subconsciously at 12. It was one of the many ways I dealt with the personal issues going on in my life. We all have issues and some of us turn to drugs, alcohol, work, sex, food and a host of other things to deal with them in order to get through another day. I need to approach this “self re-hab” so drastically because I have been lying to myself for sooooo long that I don’t trust myself to really work on this part of my life without sabotaging my efforts. I could go on and on, believe me I’m a gemini, but I’ll spare you the details and get to the point.
So here it goes, my journey to pink: Starting today I’ll be detoxifying my body doing The Master Cleanser for almost the entire summer, 100 days to be exact. I have my reasons which I will explain later or make up a page to explain. I will be keeping a detailed daily log of this and a weekly summary that I’ll broadcast on You Tube. I can’t believe I’m doing this. I know once I hit publish there’s no turning back that’s why I have to do this!! Maybe the fear of looking like a complete fool will keep me from sabotaging myself this time while I learn to trust myself again.
Yay for you! What you are facing, and the actions you are taking, take a deep courage. Thank you so much for sharing it with us!
Hi! I just watched your youtube video and I think what you are doing is awesome and I wish you all the luck in the world! I look forward to keeping up with your progress!
Thank you so much!! I really needed to hear that! Hopefully something I write is helpful. I appreciate all the support.