Cleansing Me

Recap of Day 9; well it was a little rough yesterday!! Still not on schedule and unable to get all 6 glasses in. I have yet to go swimming this week because I think at this time it would be safer for me to stay home to avoid any form of embarrassment. I’m 1.2 down from Monday and during the eliminations I had a lot of discomfort. The day went well, really didn’t do much of anything. Last night was very interesting. I really had the desire to eat something. I don’t know if it’s because I haven’t chewed for the past nine days. I have no clue why I needed to eat. I wasn’t hungry and I wasn’t going through anything emotional. I called one of my BFs and we talked about it, then I started getting emotional for no reason. She made me promise that I wouldn’t give in to the urge, which I knew I wouldn’t because I would have to write about it here and feel real stupid. So I went to make my HL tea and as I waited for it to cool I fell asleep. So, I took it this morning and I’m about to do my SWF after I finish writing this entry. As you can see I’m behind on schedule today. I’ll recap today’s event this evening.

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