Cleansing Me

  “I’m Gonna Make A Change,
For Once In My Life
It’s Gonna Feel Real Good,
Gonna Make A Difference
Gonna Make It Right . . .”

                                                                               Michael Jackson

I’m Ready!! I know for certain that I’m finally ready to embark on this 30 Day Cleansing  Journey. My herbal laxative tea is brewing as I write this post. Since last year it’s been a start/stop situation  and I couldn’t for the life of me figure out why I couldn’t complete the cleanse like I did once before. Then I realized that the emotional issues I’ve been dealing with were the reasons why I couldn’t stay focused, not just on the cleanse but in every  aspect of my life. My mind was cluttered with too much baggage and I had a hard time preparing my lessons for my students/classes, practicing and preparing for my performances. I’ve been seeing a therapist to help me deal with my emotional issues and so far so good. I’ve decided not to participate in any performances this summer so that I could finally work on “ME”; the mental ME, Emotional ME & the Physical ME!!

At the heart of ALL of my current problems is how F*d Up my Mental ME is! I know I shouldn’t be cursing, but the reality is that the Mental ME is pretty F*d Up and if I want to truly and fully enjoy my life then I need to deal witht the issues that have been plaguing me since my childhood. When I started this blog in 2007 I said the hardest part of this cleansing process would be the mental aspect and I was right. Ideally one would think I’d focus on fixing the Mental ME first then work on the Physical ME, but I don’t know how long it’s going to take for  the Mental ME to get with the program so I’m doing everything simultaneously. Hopefully that will expedite the process of me FINALLY being FREE! Free from the shadow beliefs and the negativity that put me in the position to hide my true self under layers and layers of  fat. This cleanse is so much more than losing weight for me. Yes, I will be monitoring the changes in my body and how the Master Cleanser will help me cure my current ailments; dermatitis, obesity, hypertension, edema, discoid lupus, glaucoma, but having to work on my emotional issues and the traumatic experiences I’ve suppressed for years without the ability to turn to food as a source of comfort is where my struggle lies.

Now I’m drinking my herbal tea… so raise whatever glass you have in your hand for a toast, if you don’t have anything go get some water !

Here’s to starting with that Man/Woman in the mirror!!

And asking Him/Her to Make That Change!

If You Wanna Make YOUR World a Better Place… Take a Look at YOURSELF and MAKE THAT CHANGE!! Cheers!! :) 

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“Never Put Off Till Tomorrow What You Can Do Today”

I can definitely say I’m a “tomorrow” kinda gal! Always taking for granted the fact that I’m not promised tomorrow. However, yesterday was a reminder that life is simply too short. In just a few days we lost 3 people that touched the hearts of many across the globe. Ed, Farrah and Michael may be gone, but their memory will live on through the TV shows, music, movies, and interviews left behind.

I’ve had so much junk in my life that has kept me living my life to the FULLEST. I’m young and should be living like a young lady… free to explore the world and just enjoy my entire life not just some parts. I’ve been video taping a lot, the good, the bad and the ugly! Once I find the widget that allows me to put videos up on my blog. I’ll be uploading them here. I won’t be uploading full videos on YouTube for the simple fact that I can’t protect my videos from being used on other sites without my permission. Apparently once you post a video on YouTube it’s public domain. In the mean time I’ve vowed to post an entry every day for the next 30 days.  I recently had a birthday and I told myself  NO MORE EMPTY PROMISES!! I would not do the cleanse during this new birthyear until I knew for sure that I was ready to complete it for the length of time I set out to do it for!  The time is NOW! On Tuesday, I started seeing a therapist, whose going to help me cleanse my mind and the toxic issues that I’ve been carrying for years. Our first session went well and I’m just looking forward to the day when I can literally put the past behind me and move forward and actually allow myself to enjoy living! I’ve gotten so many responses from people who have said that I’ve inspired them and I want to continue doing that. I don’t want to be a disappointment, so no more disappearing acts on my part, I promise! Round 1 of 3 begins today, June 26th and will end on July 5t.h. I’ll post stats and pics on a page I’ll create  today! look out for another post later on this evening. now I’m off to bed… gotta get up in a few hours to go to the gym for my morning swim! Good night! Follow me on Twitter .

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It’s been a long time since I’ve blogged and too much to get into now, but I’m getting myself together and I’m back on track. I’ve attempted to do the cleanse several times since  March of last year with not much success. I’m currently on Day #7 and feeling pretty good. I’m documenting my entire experience in a self-made documentary and will start uploading the videos on June 1st… the anniversary of the day I started this blog 2 years ago. 

If you’ve ever done the cleanse CORRECTLY, you know how amazing you feel! I have read so many articles and have seen so many videos of people saying, “How Dangerous is it to do something like the Master Cleanser.”  Well I’m doing this to prove them wrong, and to hopefully show how the cleanse can cure some of the common ailments most people, especially Americans, face today. I think I’m the perfect candidate to do so since I’ve been raised on the Standard  American Diet (S.A.D.) and YES the results of being on it is pretty SAD.  This cleansing journey is going to help me reverse the damage that has been caused by years of eating processed food, taking different medications and so on. 

On April 16th I had two appointments to assess my current physical condition. My first appointment was a physical w/ the Nurse Practitioner from the Columbia Medical Practice in Columbia, MD. The nurse’s assistant tried to weigh me and couldn’t get a reading because the scale went only up to 350 lbs. I had to tel her how much I weighed, which I guessed at 357 from the last time I weighed myself at home. When I got home that evening I weighed myself and I was actually 365 lbs.  They took my Blood Pressure and it was pretty high at 210/112 and my pulse was 71. She immediately put me on a  BP meds. (which I knew I wasn’t going to  take). She also ordered some blood work to check my cholesterol and my glucose levels. The results from the glucose test will let us know if I had diabetes. I was suppose to have a follow up with her on April 30th to get a BP check, but I rescheduled that appt. mainly because I currently don’t have health insurance and I’m not paying $110 just to get my BP check, so my follow up is on May 28th, Day 30 of my cleanse.

My next appointment was later that evening with the Naturopathic Doctor  who owns the Dande-Lion Herb Shop in Glen Burnie, MD. She did a COMPASS test on me. I saw her in 2006 and had an iridology test done. She also uses Applied Kinesiology (AK) to diagnose me, to find out more on this method read this, Diagnosis of Disease . She tested my BP using  (AK) and determined that I was severely dehydrated which is one of the causes of my high BP. I told her that I would be doing the Master Cleanser and using (AK) said that 24 days of the cleanse would good for me right now, but I decided extending it for 6 more days couldn’t hurt. She said that the cleanse would pretty much cure me of all my current ailments, especially the edema and the high BP. I’m going to schedule a follow up appt. with her on  my birthday May 29th, my first day off the cleanse.

I thought it would be great to see just how toxic my body is before I start the cleanse. After doing some research, I discovered that hair tissue  mineral analysis (HTMA) would give me accurate results. HTMA wouldn’t work for everyone, but I’m a good candidate for this type of testing because my hair is natural and I don’t have any chemicals, relaxers, coloring in it. So on April 28th I cut a lock of my hair for testing. Also I discovered that the Wellness Center at my workplace, Howard Community College,  offered BP screening. So I went to see the nurse there after I got my blood work done at the lab. Tanya, the RN was very helpful. She took my BP which was higher than when iI saw nurse Practitioner Nettina 12 days prior.  BP was 210/133, pulse was 101 and my weight was 272 lbs. I explained to her that I was going to start the Master Cleanser then transition to being a Vegetarian/Vegan. I told her that I was documenting everything and she even offered to help me since she offers advice as a dietitian as well. She advised my not to really do any exercise while until I get my BP down, because I could possibly have a heart attack since I’m not taking the BP meds. I’m scheduled to see her today and very anxious to see if my BP dropped a bit after 6 days on the Master Cleanser. I already expect to see a drop in my weight because #1 I was on my menstrual cycle and was bloated and the edema in my legs have significantly decreased since then. As for the exercising? I started the cleanse on April 29th and didn’t exercise for the first 4 days. I swam 21 laps (over 1/2 mile) in 59 mins. on Sunday and yesterday 38 laps (over 1 mile) in 1 hr. 58 mins. and no heart attack so far.  So that’s what’s been going on with me . You can follow my on Twitter. Click on MasterCleanseMe to get mini messages of how my cleanse is going and get updates of my blog posts. I’ll be back to recap my 1st week on the cleanse after i go swimming tonight since I didn’t go swimming this morning. Until then have a great day!!

Master Cleanse Me 2009, My thoughts